Tuesday

  It's just another day. Nothing remarkable. Same ol same ol. Noise, pain, tears, but no anger so far. Thats good for everyone around here. The "no anger" part. music is working. Xanax is working. I'm tired but don't want to take them close enough together to put me to sleep. I wake up real stupid and it takes a while to get my head straightened out. Besides all that, my  refill hasn't been called in and I've only got one left. I hate it when people hide behind answering machines and I'm just stuck here waiting on someone to do something and all I can do is wait and wait and wait. Better stop here.